my "mami" & I on September 2006
happy friday everyone! well i hope that you all have a safe and joyous 3 day labor day weekend...today i feel like bloggin' a little about how i am feeling......i don't typically like doing this, but i feel like i need to express myself for my own good...
i have personally changed the way i see life and challenges over the last 2 years....not only b/c i became a mommy, but b/c of the unforeseen challenges and hurdles i have gone through in life...i lost my mother 15 months ago....it seem so long ago b/c i have not heard her voice, advice, felt her warmth, touch, hugs and kisses....God! how i miss her! for some reason, this week has been tough for me...my emotions have been a roller coaster....besides my allergies causing me to feel out of content, i just miss my mother more than ever...maybe for those of you that have lost your mother or child or just someone that truly impacted your life, understand me, but WOW!!! how it hurts!! today in particular i feel my pain a bit more intense....why? i don't really know, but i do know that my aching heart will never heal...i hope my daughter Mia will learn to love me as much as i loved my mother!
so i guess what i'm really trying to tell everyone is to love your mother, father, sister, brother, spouse, friend like you've never loved b4.....tell them this and no matter how angry you are at them, learn to forgive and forget....unconditional love is the best feeling anyone can experience! i know, b/c that is how i was taught to love.